I was a bit Deng 1, 10, has never been such a super-son had to coax his access to the Internet when his son is not willing to step aside to let the fear of his impact on children.

. the matter well in the past Jishi Tian, and I can not accept that he's close.

. and I may be ultra-kit (not his real name) feeling good, so even if the world will make the men's feelings of betrayal, I also believe that he will not.

. perhaps, is my feeling too persistent, too trust, all the love and energy into the ultra-kit and a total of life, so when the betrayal comes, I have a sense of the collapse of the whole world ... ... And ultra-five-year marriage had our son, smart and lovely, and I focus on the merits of his, I always feel that he is a very happy woman, although we have no home other people's houses, our cars did not other people's good Our income no more than the others, but the kind of warmth and harmony deeply infatuated with me.

. when discovered Chaojie those chats, I could not believe my own eyes.

. It was a night of sleep I have some period of time, often can not sleep when up to study and listen to music online. Ultra-day kit may be downloaded from the film because no customs computer.

. and so I sat in front of computer music, to see him forget to turn off the QQ.

. those with emotional and sexual chats like a bolt from the blue, my brain took several minutes there are none.

. I do not believe that over and over to see if his information QQ --- Yes, he is, I have been her husband's love.

. Why is that? He returned home from work every day, there will be entertainment clearly told me; his salary card, I have always been kept at home because the money is spent, what I say; we both share the same mailbox, no privacy with each other ... ... Everything I have no time to prepare for the fall, I did not even ready to cry tears of grief betrayal.

. night, I did not intentionally customs of the ultra-QQ on the return of the bedroom, while a Sleepless, but I still want to see is a dream.

. next morning, I went into the study, results of the computer with the same last night, I saw his open QQ, and then look at those chats, I had to face the harsh reality.

. Jie Ultra-up, I study is still in a daze. He even had a good breakfast in the living room told me, "his wife, Come to eat, it is necessary to go to work, have to send their son to kindergarten this!"

. to hear his voice, my eyes only" sound "like a face full mobility. I did not sit move until he went to study me, I saw his face was tears, the face of his record of the chat window.

. he said, are bored when the blind lark, not really, I forgive him, and we get along well, since he is no longer the case.

. I have been crying, the text of the Gan Buzou like flies, has been floating in front of me.

. I can not understand, how he can be on the side of my children and care in every possible way, and also the other side of the entanglement with a woman? What is this? !

. Jie Ultra I would like to give opportunities to give our marriage a chance, but really do not.

. during the day to see him, I always think of him with another woman said; night, lying on his side, his head and another woman with the scene ... ... Every time I close to him, I always felt Uncomfortable.

. the matter well in the past Jishi Tian, and I can not accept that he's close.

. for children, I opted for silence, hoping to change all the time, just like the dirt on the ground, the rain always a time for a long time been washed away.

. but ultra-do, and he first put forward the divorce, saying that such a pent-up days, he no longer had any longer.

. In this case, what is there to say? As a result, we will soon do the divorce proceedings. Property to be shared equally, in my house and my son.

. post-divorce life did not decline significantly, the overall feel of the air-to-air feel, as if life is no hope and support, just one day at it.

. Fortunately, children Sensible, not only to our province a lot of heart, I can feel the happiness and well-being. I often think, even for children, I should make a living.

. later moved to a new upstairs neighbor, a single thirty several of the men had called Tao (not his real name), is said to have rented the upper floor of the house, where his unit from the past.

. Zeng Tao cheerful personality, warm humor, just a few days later moved a few neighbors are known.

. son liked Zeng Tao, if the school when he came off duty, will be with him upstairs to play for a while, I always feel sorry, but Tao has been very enthusiastic, he likes to see his son, I would not Another tube.

. from the Tao may have to know where our son, so he is very Nianglia we take care of, I sometimes buy vegetables, he came back, he would help me carry food, or help me to open the door.

. down if he refuse, we will take along the way home refuse it. Although these are small details of life, but it alone after divorce me, a little warmth.

. a weekend, by the time to eat, his son still had to play home-tao I sent for public housing as a last resort. Zeng Tao to the home and found his arms around his son sitting in front of a computer, taught him to play the game small, very excited about her son, laughing happily.

. I was a bit Deng 1, 10, has never been such a super-son had to coax his access to the Internet when his son is not willing to step aside to let the fear of his impact on children.

. the dinner that day, I have been invited to the Tao we go home, his son very happy at the dinner table have been crying "uncle", so Andrew had to eat the food that, added: "My mother cooking can be tasty You! "

. son looked like happy, I feel very bad. Nianglia we did together was too lonely, and how her son would like a little excitement at home ah!

. Since then, Tao has been to our house for dinner on the number of times more, sometimes uninvited, carrying a pocket of fruit, said with a smile: "I had to Cengfan."

. Tao than I had as a small, so when I started to put his younger brother, feel that he is a big deal than the son of the great number of children, often do a good job for him to eat, and even helped him do the men do not Of the household chores.

. Later, a unit of the eldest sister, let me introduce her to her cousin, I think you have the Tao. As a result, that we eat at home, I told him that this meant Who knows he is not interested in just joking with his son.

. I am anxious, "You heard what I said, ah no?" He raised his head and stared at me, "how do you so much Xianxin ah? The work you have to worry about ourselves not to worry about?" And then picked up his son to study "I have a loved one!"

. Tao had looked so distraught I am nervous, heart, "beating" to bounce up. Go to clean up, and he heard his son in the study of laughter, my heart became heavy.

. to see Zeng Tao, I subconsciously began to escape, he restricted his son to play there, the number of times, but no longer take the initiative to call him home for dinner.

. a few days later in the evening, he knocked the door of our house, I told him that his son has fallen asleep, he said, I want to talk about, I had no choice but to let him come.

. Sure enough, he let me think about personal issues, said he is willing to join me to bring up his son.

. tell the truth, I appreciate Zeng Tao, but he had no experience of marriage, my junior, if we are together, he has been familiar with everything, the possibility of change of heart will be even more significant than the ultra-right? This adventure, I can not go to trial.

. I am the voice of false: "I do not want to consider personal Problem, then, do not you come to me. "I finished down on the other to do, when Andrew had been taken not know.

. sees aware of the Tao have to know when the plane he had moved out, although some was lost, but also some practical.

. I know he is very contradictory, but the failure of the marriage has given me too much harm to the feelings, I find it difficult to rebuild confidence.

. later, a friend introduced me to object, is a divorced, with the boys. I did not want to see, but I have to go to see a friend, said that the honest man, a good temper.

. then go with, when we meet with a child, two children playing very much, I feel so good again.

. However, the contacts for some time after I found this man a good temper, that he said his ex-wife on how how she would like to see when their children have what, he never raised her objections, saying Afraid of what the children injured, but I think it is not his own opinion.

. I think a lot with him and if I have to face with the ultra-my son and his ex-wife and his son, the father of two different half of the children, both in the past, each other's families ... ... A big mess, such as the relationship between Ma, I think of these, I instinctively want to retreat.

. now, has been divorced for three years, many people tried to persuade me to Zhao Geban child, I can not feel ready to think of remarriage on the lingering fear that although there are around 000 people accompanied by good Zhilengzhire But think of the feelings of the variables, I feel it is not the end, after fearing further injury.

. son is my spiritual support, I do not want to let him go to see ultra-kit, it seems every time he robbed me like his son.

. I know the mentality wrong, but do not know how to adjust. The total feeling of the previous marriage is a castle, the castle has collapsed, this marriage is difficult to rebuild from the ruins of the Garden of Love, I filled in the future at a loss ... ...

(Editor: JIANG Hui)