? ?   6 on 21, two days before the Dragon Boat Festival, and leaves me sitting in Nanping Juan "water dream," Cha Fang, fresh Biluochun arbitrary stretch of land. I am in front of the graceful young girl, but it is under constant for a cut entangled abnormal feelings: she and her good friend for 18 years, with a couch and sleep with men.

? ?   Such a right have left over, she another case, the pain unbearable.

? ?   love at first sight

? ?   22-year-old girl, 34-year-old man, not in maximum security, he fell in love with her. This is her first love, joy, she jumps, full of longing; his mature chic, it seems that everything under control.

? ?   And Chen Gang met in June last year, a rainy day, I was in front of Jiefangbei a hotel reception to do, and Chen Gang, a group of friends to dinner. In a large group of people, he's handsome eye-catching.

? ?   After dinner, Chen went to the front and I chat to my phone. I am very pleased that after waiting for is still infatuated with. However, he disappeared like a general, heard.

? ?   My time is going to give up his phone late. We started chatting on the Internet. The nightly 9:00 to 12:00, Leidabudong I sat in front of the computer keyboard beat, full of sweet eyeful of the well-being. Then we started dating. Others that he had never said that I was his girlfriend, but two people, it is so ambiguous, in this city began to embrace.

? ?   two of the world

? ?   Two people love each other in good faith should be honest. She was cooking his laundry room to clean up, but he carefully avoided in the past, nothing. She thought that love can open his dust-laden heart, who knows, the real fantasy than reality.

? ?   9 at the end of Chen Gang, I moved home, and he started to cohabitee. He was rich, home furnishings and decoration shows his way of life. We often go out to play together, eat together, and then go home watching TV chat sex. He always takes money out of me, but I always refused.

? ?   He told me that we do not have to be responsible for each other, because we are only lonely together. Only today, there is no future.

? ?   I am very sad, but Zheng Butuo feelings of the cage. This may run away at any time for the feelings, I chose to continue.

? ?   Not long after, I put to a good friend Chen Gang slightly. She was the first to know the relationship between me and Chen Gang.
 
? ?   three House

? ?   Leaves and Juan is a little small to play great friend, 18-year feelings. Xiao Shihou candy to share toys, go home together to go to school together, and then grew up to work. Is not a sister, sister increasingly rising. Juan leaves will often call to ask a little rice has not eaten, it is necessary not to take things for her to eat. Sometimes they even suspect that he is not gay.

? ?   Slightly on a very good impression of Chen Gang, told me not to leave the private Chen Gang, otherwise she would not see him. She and I are such that there is never any cover up the other side. Even if this is someone else seems to be taboo.

? ?   This time, due to slightly Nanping to go to work, too far away from home, they can ask where I live. I am very happy, Chen also promised, then, under the same roof will have a personal 3 laughter. We had to buy pots and pans Chaimiyouyan to start a real home life.

? ?   I do not know, is not all there will be feelings of the passion of the day recede. Gradually, Chen Gang and I have estrangement. Sometimes in the same room, and fragmentation, not words. I tried to change, but Chen has remained silent.

? ?   This time, resigned a little every day at home cooking and laundry for us, and I am keen to start the gym every night to the sport late. One weekend, I go home after sports, opened the door of the moment, Chen Gang and found a little sitting on the sofa, looked a little flustered, disheveled hair, red cheeks, and Chen Gang Shenseziruo while staring at the TV, is put on television He does not like the look of the ads.

? ?   Me in a moment of hesitation, and then they went to take a bath. I have great trust in them, I was a good sister, my boyfriend is, it would be a betrayal to my business?

? ?   Triangle My 1st

? ?   Ancient imperial women have E-British legends, Joe Missy's big story. Ye can not be expected to trickle, but that this kind of thing happen in the modern, but also on the side on to them. At the same time a man has a pair of sisters in love with the girl.

? ?   On May 1 this year, I and my fitness to meet Beibei play.

? ?   The next day I received a little message to me: trickling, I would like to move. I asked what had happened, she cried, not words.

? ?   I know there are certain things happen, I immediately rush back. I opened the door, I had to cry a little, Chen said she would like to indecent assault, but she had to get rid of. I ask Chen Gang, nonchalant, he said, is her own, I went to bed.

? ?   Me speechless. Since the move slightly, we live between 3 has been very casual. Often slightly Chen Gang and I went to bed watching television, even if I was not, she will be the case. Chen Gang reason for the suffering I have made.

? ?   Because of my stay, not a little removed. In fact, I have always been aware that it is a little like the Gang. I do not know why I keep her, is in the eyes of my friends are really important than love? Do I prefer to sacrifice their own well-being, but also for the sake of the well-being of friends? Then I thought about this question, the answer is yes. In order slightly, I can give up everything, even the love I have always been men.

? ?   Also a little crying to me that she loves Chen Gang, who love a good love, this man is her first love.

? ?   three bed

? ?   Sleeping in bed, in accordance with our long-held understanding should be: a man and a woman sleeping in one bed, a pillow pillow, and spend the night, make love to do. However, if the bed is 3 persons? How they get along? Have you seen this more than the forbidden things you?

? ?   Them in front of me started to become unbridled, even in my side, as long as they turn their backs, they can hug, kiss, and even, love. My heart was worse. To remain slightly down, I seem to have acquiesced to a certain extent their relationship, but I fail to figure out, I do so because of the importance of friendship, but slightly, on why she can no guilt and To accept? She really hurt me afraid, afraid of our 18 years of hurt feelings it?

? ?   A matter of course, her direct her sleeping place, I moved to a bed and Chen Gang. I have strong self-restrain in the hearts of sorrow, that I went to sleep next door. A fist Chen Gang, I lived, why go to sleep here. And then with a little sorry to say, not trickling away, you go, I will be sad. It is really very embarrassing state. I do not want to embarrass them but to their grievances. Then, I stayed, sleeping in the middle Chen Gang, and I slept a little on both sides. The middle of the night, I was always sound their wake --- They thought I fell asleep, in fact, what I know.

? ?   This abnormal life, let me crazy.

? ?   dialogue

? ?   Dialogue with the trickling of

? ?   Chan Chan: Chen Gang and slightly together, you and the Gang to get along with anything to do?

? ?   Trickling: friends. We will continue to care for each other, but he and I have no sexual relations.

? ?   Chen Chen: Why? A little afraid because I am sorry?

? ?   Trickling: clear, said. Perhaps as a result of love and friendship of a resistance to it and despair.

? ?   Chen Chen: 3 people to sleep knowing you a pain, why not avoid this situation?

? ?   Trickling: Chen Gang will not let me go, do not let a little. It seems that if I did not sleep with them, do not forgive them. I do not want to embarrass them, we can only make things difficult for themselves.

? ?   Chan Chan: a little hate it?

? ?   Trickling: do not hate, from the beginning up to now I do not hate her. I told her to you, I would rather not to Chen Gang. But feelings did not set a few things. Chen Gang is today, not tomorrow, as long as the people, even if I am defeated abstain, she may not always be to keep him. If she does not listen to me, after the injury by, I will be painful. After all, in a sense, is what I bring to hurt her.

? ?   Chan Chan: Chen Gang hate it?

? ?   Trickling: Although he did to me, I still fit him. This is the first love may be deep-rooted it. However, it is undeniable that he ruined a little and I love the most beautiful dream and hope.

? ?   Chen Chen: Having to move out of that house it?

? ?   Trickling: thought, but to live there for a long time, and some can not but carry on.

? ?   Chan Chan: Chen Gang home to benefit from access to the material?

? ?   Trickling: I do not know. In any case, do not want to go home, parents home Old quarrels, from a place far to go to work.

? ?   with a little dialogue

? ?   Interview the next day, I found a slight, asked point statement of intent.

? ?   Chen Chen: You are trickling and a good friend, why scramble to her boyfriend?

? ?   Slightly: for this, I have always felt that she was very sorry, but I really like the Gang. I will soon move in the past, Chen Gang and found her feelings have faded, I have asked Chen trickling also love that she did not love, and I ask that I like the Gang of how to do? She said if you like, I quit. Only later did I know that she is simply a lie, in fact, her love for Chen Gang, just for the sake of me.

? ?   Chan Chan: Chen Gang with you on what kind of attitude?

? ?   Slightly: He told me, and I will not have the results together because of loneliness. I am very contradictory, but this is my first love, do not want to give up easily, so I decided to stay at his side, even if it is temporary.

? ?   Chen Chen: Why is trickling to stay with you to sleep? Do not you think you do too cruel?

? ?   Slightly: I am embarrassed. I thought about sleep, I pulled onto Chen Gang, trickling to the past, Chen Gang also let go. But I think if trickling in next to no sleep, I will feel even more sorry that she, as if I was her home for the same account.

? ?   Chen Chen: I hope trickling out to you?

? ?   Slightly: No, I can take her away! I have good hope that we can as individuals 3 to the same family live together, love each other and help each other, but I know that we can not do. I have thought, I have a little and move out, but as long as Chen Gang In a word, my heart on a soft, it will stay.

? ?   Chan Chan: Chen Gang, you seem to be what kind of person?

? ?   Slightly: I am very concerned about him, very good to me. However, there is a trickling to go because of my involvement, I call to Chen Gang, Chen Gang said that all together, was clearly not the outcome, if certain to go, go is not who I am. At that moment, I feel good in cold blood.

? ?   Chan Chan: Since you and with Chen Gang, trickling there is no change?

? ?   Slightly: she is Ainao love to laugh, but now has changed a lot. Few words are often silent, and then fell in love with the network, she said that she would rather believe that the network does not believe that life. The man, and I ruined her life.

? ?   Chen Chen: hate him?

? ?   Slightly: Henbu up.

? ?   Chen Chen: Do you think you will like this development to what extent?

? ?   Slightly: I would like to be trickling away Chongqing, said that she left because I was completely. I am contradictions do not want to lose love, friendship and did not want to lose. Unless one day I will not Chen Gang, or else I will not leave the house.

? ?   Chen Chen: trickling do not want to say something on it?

? ?   Slightly: I am not intentional, is not really on purpose. I can not help themselves, and Chen Gang too good. I thought about leaving, Chen Gang and her together, but Chen said that if I left this house on the San. Sometimes, I really hate their own vulnerability.

? ?   Slightly said, trickling a good man, Chen Gang is a good guy, and he is bad. She never thought that one day she would be robbing his best friend's boyfriend, which she is the greatest guilt in this life.
 
? ?   follow-up

? ?   6 on 5 afternoon on 23 point and a half, Chen Chen received a call from trickling. Telephone, her voice shows a happy and relaxed. She said that she was dealing with Dan Qiaopu some things work, take advantage of the work space a phone call. She told me she was from the "home" to move out, ready to return to their parents Jiaqu Zhu. But still did not move a little, she said she will not unless Chen Gang, before she left. Trickling said in the past of living is too absurd, a free, easy to feel good.

? ?   I feel good easily.

? ?   Slightly and are due to the trickling Chen refused to provide telephone, so eventually I did not see that love-hate relationship with the two girls, still want to take the men.

? ?   host Notes

? ?   love is not an excuse to fall

? ?   The story is absurd, people can not understand.

? ?   But for the absurd attitude often is: the more absurd, the more interested to learn about and explore. In this paper, just like the two girls, knowing that this kind of "love" can not, it should be represented, and obsession In the meantime, can not extricate themselves. Is it really true that the more degenerate the more happy?

? ?   Then, to understand, I found another fundamental fact - that they fell in love with, but it is a way of life. To leave the control of parents, not the life of hardship, have access to the material, free, material, and the so-called love, this life is probably a lot of people dream about, right? As to possession, which would easily give up? Therefore, even if by some aggrieved can continue as long as the breeding ground for life, dignity or more willing to face, there is no harm done?

? ?   It scared people. Take away the dignity of love, but also as to how their love for?

? ?   Has always stressed that the two girls, their love - love, so men unscrupulous and shameless will accept the rules of the game; because of love, humiliation will be a total of three to a bed. This is confusing people. If it is true love, in respect of his pure soul, not the existence of dirty sand and dust.

? ?   Shoufu chest, we know, love, and should not degenerate into an excuse for the absurd.

(internship Editor: Huang)